Dear Blog

I have decided. Its been almost 4 months now.
I cant keep this to myself anymore.

My obsession. My infatuation. It scares the living hell out of myself.
This matter has been plaguing my mind for too long.

I,m ready.
But the time is not right. Not during this hectic period for everyone.
Once this busy phase of life has passed , it,ll be time for me to take the plunge.
Why a plunge?

I fear for the worst, Losing everything.