These days i,m starting to feel heartache.
Problem is that , these occur randomly in between time and moods.

Perhaps some of christine has rubbed onto me.
It might very well be true. After all , everyone in the band has helped mould my character to what it is now.

Let me use this paragraph to let out my remorse.
I hope that even if you do manage to decipher this "code" , You,ll respect my privacy and stop reading here. Yes , i know the dangers of posting something like this online. However , i feel that a blog is a good avenue to let out my feelings.
It seems that , I,m becoming more and more smitten with her. She occupies my mind during the time i spend awake , be it in my active thoughts or subconciousness.
I long for her. Do not mistake this as lust. My actions and mood are at her mercy.
She affects me even without meaning to. Even by leaving me alone , she affects me.
I want to hold her close and support her. She doesnt realize this. I dont dare to tell her , in fear that i,ll lose a majority of the important things in my life. The odds are against me. Too much is at stake. I wont dare to take the gamble until sufficient evidence points toward my success.
My oh my.. What a weak man you are Tim.

Well , on another note , It seems that i,m becoming more and more concious of our environment.
Here , at Joochiat , Eunos , Hari Raya is at its peak.
Grace be with the muslims. After all , its their period of religious activity. However , dont neglect the environment...Its totally ok to fill the whole place with pasa malam but dispose of your litter properly.

To those reading this , Please dispose of your rubbish properly. No i,ve not become brainwashed by anything. But at least you,re helping everyone out. So er .. no i,m not advertising anything here. But ya. do your part for the environment.

ooh. and er you guys should read Ricky's blog.
kk i know it isnt good to have unknown ppl reading your blog ricky , but your posts are always very interesting