went back to maris stella high school today.
I,ve grown very close to some of my teachers.
I am very grateful for them.
Today , i had an appointment ( i was like. 1 and a half hours late ) with mrs maria koh my favourite vice principal.

I was rather worried about my subject combination for JC.
My desired combination would be
H2 Econs , H2 Hist , H2 Chem/Physics , H1 Math.
But well , some complications arise because i dropped A math in sec 4...

Yea. Huge regret now. O well...
Anyways , because of the absence of Amath in my arsenal ,
I was only eligible for these 2 combinations in CJC
H2 Hist , Lit , Econs and H1 math
OR
H2 Geog , Lit , Econs and H1 math
Anyways my favourite vice principal called up CJC's VP for me to ask if there was anyway that i could study my desired combination in CJC.
Answer was No... go figure.
However , SRJC was offering my desired combination.
But..mrs koh strongly recommended me not to go to SRJC , reason being the new principal is only 1 year old and they replaced about 20 of the more experienced teachers with new ones.

Well , she did make me feel a bit better about studying Lit and she also let me know what i could branch out into from studying Lit , Hist and Econs.
I also consulted my mentor , Mrs Tan Chin.
She told me that she herself took H2 Hist , Lit , Econs and H1 math in JC.
Well. Hey here she is HOD of humanities Maris stella high.
I figure its not as bad as i thought it would be.
Hmmm... perhaps after 2 years of studying lit, the standard of my english would really improve

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+insert british accent+
Hey old chaps ~ Won any good wars lately?
52 rounds in a single Spitfire.. hohoho.
Good ol ' Winchester.
Tally Ho , lets celebrate with some tea and scones

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ya.. vivid imagination....
So theres smth else i wanted to blog about.

My best friends since secondary school.
The twins. Gang yi and Gang Rui.

Gang yi was talking to me about what happened.
He broke up with his girlfriend about a year ago.
They were the sweetest couple. Seriously.
I could still remember. Every saturday night , after TKD.
Gang Yi , Gang Rui , Lyndy and I would get onto Uncle's (the twins' father) lorry and he would fetch me to a convienient bustop and Lyndy to the mrt station.
Anyway. Being on the back of a lorry is awesome.
Gang Rui and I would sit together and talk like best friends do while taking in the breeze.
The two lovebirds would be having their own conversation most of the time.
I mean.. it was romantic.

So.. they broke up about a year ago.
However , they still kept in touch through TKD.
Recently , Lyndy started dating a friend of ours.
Gang yi felt betrayed. I mean sure she has the right to choose whomever she wants to see.
BUT , Leonard was our friend. We trained together , sweated together , laughed together...
But boom. Suddenly , hes with Lyndy.

Gang yi took it like a man.
But today , he was out with the group and leonard and lyndy were doing some couple stuff.
Gang yi couldnt take it. He left halfway through the outing.

The point of emphasize of blogging this down.
I,m his best friend. I knew how much he loved Lyndy. Its like loving someone with all your heart and soul. Only to see her leave you for someone else.
Imagine the pain. The heartache.

Well , if you,re reading this. Really try and visualize this. Try and feel it yourself.
This is the kind of feeling that can ruin a person. These kind of thoughts will wear you down. They,ll make you tired so you cant function as well. They will constantly invade your mind so that you lose conciousness of your surroundings. It gets even worse when you,re all alone and you have no one to talk to.

Now heres the link.

My best friend is going through this shit.
I dont want this to happen to me. I,ll be wrecked.
Dealing in relationships is sometimes , like Gambling.
Like playing Black Jack.
You have a 19 in your hand. Yet you choose to draw another card in hope that you would get a 20 or 21.

Risky. But the rewards are really awesome.
I,m also a little unsure about myself.
Arghh, enough nonsense. My eyes are closing.
I pray for gang yi's well being