Face the facts.

I AM an insecure person.
Especially on nights like this.

I mean i dunno what it is.
Is it my imagination , or perhaps the way my brain works that amplifies this feeling of insecurity?

Every little thing. Even the smallest detail can get me worried.
I dont understand why i have to be SUPER particular when it comes to that matter.

ARGGH. I GOTTA STOP THINKING ABOUT IT.
I wonder if i,ll end up as one of those guys in IMH.
Its like slowly adding TNT and gunpowder into an oxygen abundant room.
Slowly adding and adding and adding.
Its harmless if nothing happens.
But once theres a spark , BOOM.
Big explosion.
Of course , theres also the possibility that a spark occurs but the gunpowder and TNT does not ignite.

grrrr.
kk. thats enough.