you know. i need relief.
Today , there has been this nagging voice in my head telling me that i,m not doing enough.

I woke up in the morning...ok afternoon.
Did my GP research and assignment.
Read the latest chapter of naruto and browsed the forums.
Practiced my Saxaphone
Did my econs tutorial
Watched F.I.R dvd and after that Scrubs.

I could have been more productive.
But i didnt exactly waste the whole day either.
But the bugging feeling is there.

Ok. I,m gonna go a little off topic here.
Msn.
I categorize people into 5 different categories in my msn account.
Today i,m gonna talk about the category named, best frenssss.
I have 11 names under that category.
Those are the people whom i feel i can be at ease with.
I can really talk about anything under the sun to them.
Basically i enjoy and i need their company.

Sure.. I,m making new friends everyday in school. But i cant open up completely to them. No way. I cant talk to them about whats really bugging me. Or stuff like that.
But i know for sure that i can confide in those 11 ppl.

I feel that i,m a person who needs to let out my emotions or frustrations or insecurities through talking.
Usually Matthew gets the special privilege of listening to my crap.
But generally , everyone of those 11 has taken time to listen to my problems and stuff. So i,m grateful.

Theres this quote. From Scrubs.
Its in the op. I would like to mention it here because i guess its true.

It goes like this.
" I cant do this all on my own. Cos i,m no superman "
I doubt any of us could do it all on our own.
Thats why we need each other.

Oh and about that F.I.R dvd.
I,m not trying to bash F.I.R or anything , in particular Fay , cos shes really awesome. Yea shes one of my favourites.
Perhaps she wasnt feeling well before the concert or maybe she had a sorethroat.
But whatever the reason , i think it was kinda embarrassing for her because there was this song which i really liked.

It's called "Get High" in Fight tribe album. But she kinda screwed up the beggining where she was trying to get the crowd riled up but kept on not being able to hit the note.

Looks like even pros have insecurities too.
But she really carried it well you know. She hung in there till the end.