so i,ve had a shitty day.

Didnt go to school because i was too lazy to get up
Slacked at home did NOTHING but play warcraft.

Attempted to redeem myself by reading up econs notes cos i MISSED todays lecture.
I read up a bit. Understood some.

I friggin did NOTHING today.
Except got myself even more confused over Intervals because i was pretty sure i knew it. But yet unsure if i was fooling myself.

Today is one of the days where i got VERY AGITATED at people.
Just for talking to me and bugging me.

Yes. I can count the number of people i snapped at.

My Dad.
My Stepmom.
My classmate.
Cheryl.
Hueitai.
Vic.
Yirun.
My Mom.
Matthew.

Yup. Basically. Anyone who spoke to me.
So whats the deal i ask myself.
Maybe i need some chill time.
Thus. I,m having my body & mind reset time today by not doing ANYTHING.
So i guess i got pretty bugged

when someone interrupted my pitiful moment

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I am succumbing to stress.

i find it hard. To tell a person off.
I guess its one of my stronger but weaker point.
Arrghh. I feel bad about snapping at people today.
I am Worried LIKE HELL. That i wouldnt be able to catch up because i skipped school today.
What am i gunna do. I havent even finished tabbing out TTYD which was due last thursday...
Music theory. Saxophone practice. Guitar practice. Econs test on wed.
Dammit.

At least i,ve gotten my homework out of the way.
I need to be more disciplined.
But im becoming one cold cold bastard.
Not good. I harbor ill thoughts in my mind.
I might smile at you but inside i might be repeatedly stabbing you with a knife.
This is how people become insane.
I doubt i,ll become insane but this is just a notion.
whatever
I,m going to bed. Theres still hope. Hope that tomorrow will be good.