Sunday night.
Time to get emotional. (Not emo)

Damn.
Dont leave me.
I dont want to have to go through this alone.
1 by 1 , you,re all disappearing.
If it comes down to the day that i,m dreading.
I know it will come. Its just that i,m wondering when...
I will breakdown i think.

I went out with Gang Yi yesterday.
I,m happy to see that my best friend is taking army well.
We talked about things.
He shared his problems and i shared mine.
My poor poor friend.
I would be broken too.

Andrew came over today.
We,re cool.
Vic asked me to sing for his band on sunday. Just on sunday.
I,m actually quite keen.
I do enjoy singing. But at least i know that i,m able to hit the notes on the songs that they,re playing.

Damn.
PLEASE. DONT LEAVE ME.
Well... all this is coming from a guy who fears change.


I,m thinking about being a father.
I guess. It would be interesting.
I mean seriously. I,m not talking about the sex.
I,m talking about parenting.
I realize that i,m not capable of being a father now. Not financially , emotionally and mentally able.
But still , its like one of those sparkling feelings i get when i think about being a father.

kk. i,m gonna go chill.
Btw. Heres a challenge to you guys. Whoever you might be whos reading.
Lets try doing this.

Tomorrow.
Dont use a single Vulgarity.
I,m sure some of you people who read my blog are capable of achieving that easily.
But for some others. Hohoho. Challenge yourself