i just came back from the briefing of a pretty prestigous event.
I,m supposed to be feeling pretty psyched up.

Or perhaps , i should be feeling worried due to the date of my Math paper drawing closer, subtly but surely.

But no.
I,m just feeling remorse.
I screwed up somewhere along the line.
Now, something which i hold only secondary to my future, well, actually its kinda subservant to my future is in jeopardy.
I,m actually rather desperate to set things back into equilibrium again.

I wonder...if the road down this path gets closed, what would i do.
Its a one way road. Crumble and die or pray that things work out and win.
Hai.. who am i kidding.
Focus

And maybe i should continue to live in a dream.

The flower in my room is withering. Honestly speaking, it lasted a lot longer that i thought it would. Endurance.
Pity. It was beautiful when it was in full bloom.