Yea. I know. The whole Cambridge post mid year fad is going on right now.
But i,m not really in the midst of it.

Just a few seconds ago, Beverely chatted me up on msn.
Ok screw it. I,ve even forgotten how to spell her name.
But i cant help but think.
Whats her problem?

You see, Bev is my Ex-Girlfriend.
Honestly, i,m not too glad to hear from her.
We broke up 3 years ago.
You can say that during those 3 years, i became a completely different person.
She signifies my past.

But dang. Seriously. Whats her problem.
I was trying to get some social politics into my head so that i could pretend to be smart for tomorrow's dialogue with the stupid minister.
Up came the msn. If attitude and tone could be fully transmitted through msn, i figured she was asking me in a begrudging and angry manner.
Asked me where i was studying.
Told her i was in CJC.

and then, she started scolding me for nthn.

Whatsup with that.
Giving me crap like " one of the biggest regrets i,ve had in life is you. "
Well thanks a lot. You sure made life easy for me huh.

Put it in the past ok.
I dont bear grudges. Actually, i do.
I couldnt really say that i dont bear grudges especially since i,m rather anti izumiko but then, thats not really a grudge right?

So.
I was gonna comment on usefulness of this blog.
I realize that i am rather afraid to show myself to the world.
As in not the Exterior. Thats fine. I,ve screwed up a million times during gigs and i still have the guts to show myself on stage. Has to count for smth right?

Guess i,ll finish the rest of this on LJ.