Huetai calls me emo.
Thats just his intepretation of my constructive critiscm. Of course, being me, i have to deliver it in a cynical disapproving manner.

Trini calls me melodramatic.
I believe that its a more accurate depiction of my character. After all, i,m in drama. But its a result of "reading too much into things" which i prefer to term "thorough analysis of possible implications". Of course while her whining is piercing, my whining is corrosive.

Well, i,m having one of those moments again. One of those moments where HT would say, Tim is emo-ing or Trini would tell me, "you,re being melodramatic again".
We all know the source of my worries.
On base analysis, something might be the problem,
then you realize that the target issue is affecting me.
But then you realize that i,m the cause of my worries.

Meh.

I forgot what i wanted to blog about.

O well, i,m a person who sets goals without planning.
I like to dream without purpose and talk without action.

But yes, i want to make the ultimate chicken rice, crossiant, tiramisu, stew, etc.
and Yes, i want to be a professional guitarist, pianist, saxophonist and vocalist.
and yes, i want to be a teacher, lawyer, cook, stockbroker, president of the united states of america.

As to whether i,ll ever get about to achieving these dreams.
Time will tell.
But there are certain things. Which i get over-paranoid about.
Thats my weakness i believe.
But its also my strength.

Meh. I wanted to talk about smth but i forgot what it was.
Must be because i'm tired.
Its interesting finding out about other people's lives isn't it?
Well, i dont aim to be intrusive but i guess it helps understand a person better.

Yawn. If i recall what i wanted to blog about, hmmm. ah whatever, i,ll just go with the flow..