I,m still drinking milk despite the pretty european doctor telling me not to do so.

I cant believe i actually missed his lecture and his tut on the same day. I feel lost now.

Well, jamming today was good.
I,m proud.
Even though i dont get any cool guitar solos this time.
I,m sure we,ll do well for the Rehearsals and Rockafella which is less than 2 weeks away.

You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Blah blah blah.



1. What is your name : Tim



2. A four Letter Word : Time



3. A boy's Name : Thomas



4. A girl's Name : Trini



5. An occupation : Teacher



6. A color : Teal



7. Something you'll wear : Trainers/T-shirt



9. A food : Tiramisu <3



10. Something found in the bathroom : Toothbrush



11. A place : Times Square



12. A reason for being late : Took the wrong bus



13. Something you'd shout : The shit.



14. A movie title : Titanic



15. Something you drink : Tonic/Tequila



16. A musical group : The Beatles (lol cheating)



17. An animal : T-rex? (srsly not in a thinking mood now)



18. A street name : Tampiness street 5xxxxx whatever



19. A type of car : Toyota T_T



20. The title of a song : Time is running out

I wanted to blog about this last thursday on the 12th of Febuary but fatigue, laziness and procrastination got the better of me.

A priceless moment which i will always hold important to my heart.

Nat telling Bryan Cutter to Shut The F**k Up during lit lecture.
Dear Nat. This is dedicated to you

I have this theory.
Its called the theory of power.
People who study, work their way up to the highest echelons of society,
Those people are power hungry. Assuming that they are intelligent, they believe, that knowledge is power.
Yet, one already has the power to control one's actions to a certain extent.
There are intelligent people who don't chase prestige like mad dogs.
It doesn't change the fact that they're intelligent though.
Its just that they're not as power hungry as the rest.


So i did Ivan's quiz.
The thing about my playlist is that its mostly japanese music. Apart from old school rock and high school musical soundtracks.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
You shook me all night long - ACDC

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Rose - Anna tsuchiya

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Zero - Anna Tsuchiya

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Weekend - X japan

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
X - X japan

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Grease Lightning - Grease

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Joker - X japan

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Be Free - Rikken'z

WHAT IS 2+2?
Flower - Back-on

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Fightman - T-Square Vs Casiopea

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Tomorrow - Shimokawa Mikumi

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Symphony No.7 in A Opus92, 4th movement - Beethoven (wow finally something interesting)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
On an evening in Roma - Dean Martin

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Back in Black - ACDC

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Rolling Star - Yui

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Heal me i,m heartsick - No Vacancy ( Lol, i may never get married at this rate...)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Lonely in Gorgeous - Tommy Heavenly 16

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The First Cut is the deepest - Sheryl Crow (Wtf i,m not emo)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Middle - Jimmy Eat World

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Love Dischord - Beat Crusaders (Indeed)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Memory - Sugarcult

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Reloaded - Chiba Tsuenami

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Revolution - F.I.R

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Brand New World - D-51

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Bomb A Head - m.c.A.T feat. DA PUMP

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Ball and Chain - Social Distortion

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
A Night To Remember - High School Musical 3 (ohoho. I,d like it to be A night to remember ^_^ )

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Believe in Tomorrow - Hunter X Hunter Soundtrack

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Sonata for 2 pianos in D Major K448, 1st movement

Ya whatever...

The combination of Avril's Anything but ordinary and Annabelle's messaging brought about an epiphany in me.

I now understand a little more about how things work.
I understand my role a little better.

I guess i really have god to thank for that.

I think that this song is fitting for me.
I was talking to Amanda today. I was telling her that i had a cool toilet paper strip hanging from my ears ,wrapped around my nose.

In which she replied in a manner which most NORMAL people would reply.

" In that case, by cool you mean weird. "

I found the strip of toilet paper cool.
But she found it weird.
It would be normal to find it weird.
Thus, according to this logic, since i find it cool, i am not normal.

But listening to this song,
Although sometimes, i get so weird that i even freak myself out,
I,d very much rather be Anything but ordinary.

I,m quite proud of myself.
Although we must all be humble, allow me to boast that i just completed the whole binomial distribution tutorial for math

INCLUDING the challenging questions section which sadly, i didnt find to be too challenging.

= )

I must admit that i,m being emotional again.

In terms of academics, although i feel that i can do better, i won't deny that i,ve been pretty accomplished.

But you know, sometimes theres no point in having merely good grades. (not that mine are exactly great compared to elijah or jess)

theres always something more. Something important that i,m lacking.
I dont know why, i have to torture myself in this way.

As far as i can tell, i am my greatest enemy.