I must admit that i,m being emotional again.

In terms of academics, although i feel that i can do better, i won't deny that i,ve been pretty accomplished.

But you know, sometimes theres no point in having merely good grades. (not that mine are exactly great compared to elijah or jess)

theres always something more. Something important that i,m lacking.
I dont know why, i have to torture myself in this way.

As far as i can tell, i am my greatest enemy.