Thursday, April 2, 2009 9:06 PM
As you can tell, i have changed the song to p-p-p-p-poker face
Anyway, H3 history is really tough.
Sometimes i wonder if i can do it well.
Theres no squirming your way through.
Every single word i use is being scrutinized. Well, of course that means i am getting very precise in my vocabulary but i can get stuck for 30 minutes on a single word or phrase.
Doesnt help that Rajoo tells me that i,m either 100% or 0%
I mean, sure, it's Tim. He'll be fine in the end you know.
Wait till you're in my shoes. You then realize that i'm struggling to stay afloat.
But i guess the biggest problem is that i've got nobody to help me with this burden.
Sure. I'm bad at Lit.
Well, so are many others.
Ok. I have sucky chinese. I don't really give a shit about that and so do others.
But this time i'm all alone.
Imagine trying to learn about political structures or nationalism or Cold war on your own.
Nobody gives you any notes.
You set your own syllabus.
There are no lectures. No tutorials. No guidelines.
Yet, you're expected to sit for your A levels having prepared for the topic and write a 5000 word essay on it.
Oh did i mention? You can't just open Tarling or Keylor. Because nobody has written a specific book on what you're doing.
Dammit.
P-p-p-pokerface. P-p-p-pokerface. Muhmuhmuh muh