I cant believe this.
I suddenly see the light!
Sometimes i wonder if school is restrictive.
Given the wrong circumstances and the wrong teachers, school can do bad instead of good.
Its really nobody's fault but up till now, my ability has been hindered because of standardization in schools!

Hohoho. Lets see how far i can go with this.
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Damn. You know, people think i'm weird.
Its the truth.
To me, the things i do make perfect sense. But apparently not to the majority.
In certain cases, i don't really think before acting.
But most of the time i do and trust me, the reasoning leaves the act reasonably justified.

But i still appear weird in front of other people.
I was with a friend today and we were talking to my friend's , friend whom i knew only by face and name.
It was my first time talking to her and i think she couldn't hold in her laughter or smth. Oh no. I,m getting laughed at. Its embarrassing.

I wonder if people think that i,m a freakshow.
Freak show. I,ll show up those freaks. Nat once told me that i was unique. I wonder how much of that is true.